When you mention blue...

tillitsgone @ 2006-12-04T21:18:00

2006-12-05T01:18:14Z

I have 2.3 of 10 christmas presents done.
oi. 10!

I do believe it's true...

2006-11-22T03:31:44Z

There is a sticky note on my laptop that says "Sarah.mp3 <3s Shayna.inf". hehe Tom Fun plays Thursday night again. I love tom fun thursdays. Ian will present me with a ripped off copy of the cd I need to study for my test tomorrow while I drink delicious coffee. I will see Philip and SB for the first time in too long thursday as well, as we read subtitles. Evan is coming home AGAIN this weekend. (<3) 24 days til my life comes home?! (is that about accurate multiples pieces of my life?) This website (http://www.globalorgasm.org) and this day exsists. Life is good?

tillitsgone @ 2006-11-15T19:43:00

2006-11-15T23:43:10Z

New hair new hair la la la la la!
Though Vincent still has my haircut earrings, which is upsetting, I'm looking rather fab.
I will show off my new hair at slowcoaster. To a cute boy.
And a birthday boy, and fun girls from my class.
Miniwheats keep my alive.
I lost my usp chord, and just realised that I'm relatively screwed for my photo project friday.

Dance dance!

Oh, have you seen my ghost?

2006-11-12T19:55:40Z

Wintersleep as so incredible.

This weekend helped to realise, though, that I am not really happy any where these days. I need to find the source of that and eliminate.
BUT Evan's hugs and Rj's smile make me happy.

Word on the street is I'm not over it, but then again I never really get over anything.

tillitsgone @ 2006-11-09T23:23:00

2006-11-10T03:23:01Z

You are an ACTRESS. The one you think is about you is not at all silly goose.
I love you so much more than that.
I miss you too.
Christmas = Shayna + you + dancing our bums off time.

Isn't this what you need?

2006-11-09T20:14:26Z

Today Sarah and I tried to guess who the people where the last time I did this.
So I figured I should do a new one.

Unsent version 3.0

I think you are super cute*, and I like that you make an effort to come to talk to everyday in the classroom next door. Word on the street, however, is you're sketchy as hell. But seems to me I go for that haha. We'll see what comes out of this.

I love that you are home, and I love how close we are. I'd have never imagined being this close to you but I couldn't choose a better person to spend my time with. When I'm somewhere without you it seems wrong now haha. I love you tons. I'm not surprised the boys are all over you haha.

I'm sorry we fought, and I'm sorry I was selfish. It seems you 2 are happy and I am happy for that. And it seems like nothings changed, so everything is gonna be alright, as bob marley implys. Let us write pretty music again soon.

I still love your hair even though I know you don't. I love that you proved that you are unlike most boys in this situation, and I love how nothing has changed (except for maybe my feelings towards you in that regard). We will go take photos soon, and save some trees from getting wet.

I'm SO excited that I made such a good friend from being in ACAP. You are amazing. I can't wait til you can come hang out with my others friends and realise how nicely you fit in with us. You make my days so good. We talk like we've known each other for years.

I am the most excited to see you this weekend and I'm bringing you a present. You never cease to amaze me with you're oddness.

It kills me that you won't be there this weekend. It's been too too long since I've seen you and I have so much to say. We'll have to pull an all nighter when you are home for christmas to fit it all in. I miss wasting my time with you. I miss your smile and your hugs.

You won't be there this weekend either, and that kills me just as much as the last one. The 3 girls I love the most who are away I won't get to see. How will I survive without my other half?

I wish I could pay your way to Antigonis just so I can give you a hug, and a little taste of home. Christmas is sooner then we think though, and we'll drive around and listen to Moneen and scream at the top of our lungs. Maybe I'll just over shoot Anti and head to NB. You would be so worth it. I miss you like hell everyday.

You're an actor, I shouldn't have expected any more from you.

You're also an actor, I shouldn't have expected more from you either. It's nice to hear how much you miss me when you're pounded when I visit tho (which is basicially the only way I see you). /sarcasm.

Sarah thinks you like me. I've had a crush on you for probably 5 years haha, but a silly rock star one. I like how you are chivelrous. You're took cute when you're slurring your speech.

I envy your hair, and how you believe he likes you. It's been to long since we've smoked a j and watched scream.

*By cute I mean smokin.

That got gradually meaner I think haha. I like these. Work for me!

tillitsgone @ 2006-11-05T21:57:00

2006-11-06T01:57:11Z

I love veggie mushroom burgers.
I LOVE the prestige. WOW wow WOW.

I love antigonish this weekend.
And fuckign wintersleep.
Alyce, please come?

tillitsgone @ 2006-10-30T23:56:00

2006-10-31T03:57:01Z

Jeffrey from Project Runway

Is my lover!
(and such a hotty)

tillitsgone @ 2006-10-30T15:49:00

2006-10-30T19:50:26Z

I'll eventually be sorry I said mean things.
I DO need you, I do not need this bullshit.

I hate that this makes me cry so bad.

I feel betrayed to the max, by both of you.
I feel selfish for being upset about something so silly.

I hate this feeling. I hate that we comunicate via livejournal.
and I hate that i feel like I'm negative 2 in friends...

I miss Alyce McLean.

Shit, nothing makes sence.

2006-10-29T21:17:28Z

I talked to me 2 best friends today for hours
and they made me feel so much better about everything.

I miss them so much.
I don't need some people.

tillitsgone @ 2006-10-29T02:07:00

2006-10-29T06:10:40Z

You lied to me.
Then decided to do things that will hurt me, behind my back, after saying you had no such intensions.
I think you're so selfish sometimes and yes, Now I'm mad at you.

Why do I still live in this place? There is no one left to trust.

tillitsgone @ 2006-10-28T14:44:00

2006-10-28T17:44:53Z

You made your friends leave ahead of you
so we could be alone
so you could
Shake my hand!?

I'm actually in shock haha.

Oh how weird is this.

Maybe it's me but I'm sick of wasting energy.

2006-10-25T18:42:15Z

I think I was wrong about you.
Damn.

o my

2006-10-21T18:43:37Z

I enjoy how Slowcoaster never ceases to amaze.
I enjoy vince's need to look out for me.
I enjoy kisses and chivelry from my awkward crush.

woo.

It's safe to assume you amaze me.

2006-10-16T18:55:16Z

I'm so alone sometimes.

And now you make me feel not so alone, but I can't become dependant on that.
I need to sleep. Just once. Through the whole night, without screaming or walking or waking.

Shower's pounding out a new beat

2006-10-15T22:55:21Z

I jammed with Sara-Beth and Philip today... which resulted in a few Jewel and Sarah Harmer covers and waiting for Nathan to show up for... 5 hours.

We ended up watching a movie.

Last night Philip came and picked me up and we went to visit our SB and Nate at Music World, ran around in the rain, bought gross pumkin pie blizzards and watched Silent Hill at my house.

I like that boy more the more time I spend with him.

Colyssa asked me today if I was married to him. Then she asked me what happened to Vince.
kids can be so smart. How does she understand things like that?

School makes me happy. I love doing artsy things all day.. except on Mondays at 8am. ew.

I may do something drastic in 3 days. But I want someone to come more then anything and it's not looking so good.

Tom fun isn;t playing on thursday anymore and that makes me very sad.
I also have to work 3 nights this week. Good thing I have no projects. Cause they wouldn't get done.

You said you know me...

2006-10-07T16:40:58Z

you know nothing at all.
You said you hate me
well
believe me
I hate you too.

Moneen were meh.
I wish I saw from the beginning. It had the potential to be the best concert I ever saw.
They played Start Angry end mad first. Can you IMAGINE what I would have been like if i was there to witness it!?

But maribeth, and Christa, and Sarabeth, and Philip make nights wonderful no matter what.

And Hannah called me at work and she is here too. and I love her bones.

And Courtney is home, and Christian is home I'd assume, and evan, and rj and LOVE LOVE LOVE.

I will see Carmen and the lighthouse choir tonight. And Scott boudreau who I miss.

And I will see one day late aka perfection tomorrow night.
After I party all night tonight and go to work at 7 am. Oh no.
Then jam mcgee on monday with pretties.
What a freakin happening weekend. I can't wait to experience recovery hahaha.

wooooooooooooo. (! Speaking of which I saw Evan Morrison last night and that made wonderul moneen even more wonderful)

Or is it just my de la soul?

2006-10-06T16:36:42Z

New Mac!

I love it. It's pretty!
Tonight is moneen and a sneak peak into my friends being home.

MARIBETH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is coming to moneene with me :)

I'm very excited.
I hated my photo project this week but Brian (prof) loved it. Go figure.

Work til 10, 2 of my favorites will meet me at the superstore and I will see Moneen.
Then maybe the leaf? then work early.

It will be a tiring weekend.
I think my kitten is sick. I'm sorry to hear about your kitten Allie.

I love new friends.
I hate french boys that start with a T.

Post last entry...

2006-10-02T02:32:40Z

I tried on my prom dress and it was huge.
And I felt pretty. And better.

And I love spending time with red headed people. They make my heart smile.

And I am jamming with a band on sunday. My job is to sing and dance and play tamborine. I will love this.

then. it .is. one. day. freakin. late.
and friends.
and moneen.

Good times coming back again.

<3

I'm thinking like a swinging door.

2006-09-28T02:32:14Z

The secret lives of twist ties.

I hate the boy in my class who is a jerk. Mostly because I thought he was going to be my cool new friend, but is actually rude.

I hate that I spend all my money on food. Which is possibly why I feel like a fatty.

I'm sad that you haven't written me yet, dispite the fact that i can't make up my half-assed mind.

BUT Sarah Harmer made my life perfect beyond anything I could ever imagine. She is beauty. She was perfect. She sang How Deep in the Valley without a mic or amp to 1200 silent as can be people. Coffee Stain made me miss Hannah. Dogs and Thinder made me wish SB was there so.

I have TERRIBLE karma in Halifax. Nothing comes easy for me there. But I got to see friends. Including Lycey... <3!

And I'm enjoying this apple.
And All Of Our Names.
I think Sarah Harmer will save my life this year.

This song makes me think of heather. I like that we are friends.

I'm seriously considering becoming a veggie.

Do you want to go to the indie movie tomorrow SB love?
Then Windom Earle like a runaway train?

I'll see WE 2 times tomorrow. Dance Dance.

Dear friends,

2006-09-21T18:27:12Z

I did not chose the hula hoop one because I think it is too busy/I couldn't explain where I found 20 hulas and I hate the top corner haha.
Sorry guys.

Now I need to decide between the leaf or this new one I just took...

Pick a pic

2006-09-20T01:51:29Z

So friends this is the first time this has happened but probably won't be the last.

For photo I have an assignment due a week with differant themes. And I need to choice my favorite out of 12 I take regarding the subject matter.

I'd like you to give your opinions on which is your fav.
This week the theme is photos expressing line, shape, unity, contrast, or patterns. It's pretty much an intro to them and can have in the photo one or multiple elements.

Here's down to my final 5.

http://i32.photobucket.com/albums/d46/shaynana/capebreton_highlands4_by_shaynart.jpg

http://i32.photobucket.com/albums/d46/shaynana/P7220161.jpg

http://i32.photobucket.com/albums/d46/shaynana/P9180058_edited.jpg

http://i32.photobucket.com/albums/d46/shaynana/P9180086_edited.jpg

http://i32.photobucket.com/albums/d46/shaynana/P9180111_edited.jpg

Come pick me up...

2006-09-19T00:20:53Z

Take me out
Fuck me up
Steal my records
Screw all my friends
They're all full of shit
With a smile on your face
And then do it again.

Halifax was a good , sometimes lost, but mostly surrounded by love time.

Friday we left town a little late but arrived just in time to get everyone to Metric who blew me away. That girl is the coolest, dispite the fact that I hear shes a huge bitch.
I rocked the fuck out. I think I may have shocked some people. I loved it too much.

I spent the night at Cou's. It's hard for me to fathom how much I miss her sometimes. I just feel right with her around.

Saturday Cou went to work and I went out on the town with Heather and Megan mostly. We met Nathan and Philip at the mall ( I love those boys) and did a lot of looking but not much shopping. I also ran into Christian for like a minute and a half. We went to Jack Astor's for supper and made a new friend named Steve who I totally charmed the bands off of. Saturday the boys all went to the drop kick murphys where evan broke his foot, while the girls (who are clearly too pretty to go to the drop kick murphys) got drunk at megans and sang sarah Harmer songs in lieu of that fact that I'm going to see her in a week. =D

We went to reflections and it was fun, but got to the point of uncontrollable uncomfortable. So we went home and to bed.

Woke up sunday, went and got lost trying to find Christian's, then smoked a J on the cidital (this has been happening everytime Ive gone to hali since I was 16. oh traditions) and went on an adventure to the waterfront. Courtney got off at 5 and we got lost going to Bayer's lake to go to jungle jims (for an hour and a half...) ate awesome awesome food then got lost coming home for another hour.

We left halifax at 11pm. And Vince and I had school at 8am. Vince and I could probably talk for 5 days straght. Somehow we never run out of things to say to each.

Here's to using coffee cups that humm as trucker radios when we were clearly WAY over tired.

And in 4 sleeps I'll do it all over again, but with a HOT new haircut. Woo woo.

Hali in the afternoon

2006-09-15T01:30:38Z

I'm excited. For at lunch time tomorrow I'll be heading to halifax.
I'm SO excited for GIRLS!. Holy cow I miss Courtney and Megan.
I'm nervous to see some people though. And they seem to not be making a concious effort to see me. Hoorah for fucking things up Shay.

But I love my friends. and I love metric. and I love the City.

Dirty babe. You see these shackles baby I'm your slave.

2006-09-08T18:42:05Z

Now that you are all gone... I have plans for myself. big plans.

Dear Shayna,
Learn to make friends. You are lonely already. Wait til a few weeks time.
Become awesome at hula hooping!
Go to the gym 3 times a week now that you have the time.
Save. Moola.
Write songs, turn rosemary and thyme into a full band, and be awesome.
Kick ass at school.
There's no reason to cry out your eyes.

Love Shayna.